Soooooooo… I was having a good November but when December rolled around I could feel something was off. He felt distant and not as fluffy. But I'm glad he told me how he truly felt and I am coming to terms with it. I felt kinda like I got acceptance letters to all these amazing school only for them to tell me, NOPE we don't want you hahahahahaha
jk he said it in a sweet way so it wasn't really like that but it just feels like that. But you know what I'm awesome so suck it world. I am just gonna be nicer to you than you have been to me.