Materialistic Swooning

I have no idea if these are any good but I really want them because the packaging is so darn cute. I feel like if I did get them and used it all up, I'd just refill it with cheaper stuff and pretend on to enjoy the faux classy look at the pretty things I have lifestyle I shamelessly covet. 

Chilling In The U.S.A.

I'm back in the U.S. now and realized the way I left off last, it seems like the neighborhood kids killed me. I'm living quite the glamourous life back, drinking coffee from instant packages they give you in hotel rooms my mother has accumulated over the years from business trips to different countries. Look at me being all thrifty.

Even though summer break has technically started, I'm spending my days until I leave for France next Saturday finishing my essays that've accumulated this semester. I was super reluctant and ashamed to tell my professors about my situation and ask them to give me an extension but I realized if I had cancer or any other shitty illness I wouldn't be so hard on myself. So I said screw it and told them and it was the best decision ever. And I think in this is the first time that my focus & motivation has continued every single day when I need it to. Go Me!!

Somebody Help

The little kids playing outside that live in my neighborhood are scaring me. I think they are playing tag except the person who is it is suppose to act like a gorilla. Except their gorilla shrieks are exactly like a demon's. It sounds like an exorcism is going on. 

Daily Conversations: Creative Writing Class

Classmate: You're story is good but sometimes it gets too flowery with unnecessary adjectives so you might want to be careful with that.

Me: Okay I'll go de-flower it when I get home.

Looking Cute in Humidity

This scalloped cami from Anthropologie has been staple these days. Last week I was really really lazy and wore this top for three days straight, even to bed. Turns out if you just change whatever you're wearing in the bottom hemisphere of your body, these go with absolutely anything and makes you look crazy sexy in an adorable way. 

So If you're feeling like you're in a giving mood, wear this and step outside and it'll give everybody happy boners. They'll thank you. 

How To Get Motivated

1. get a glass of water

2. get 2 sugar coated advils

3. close your eyes and imagine its adderall

4. once you've made yourself believe, chug it down


TAAA-DAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

(P.S. If that didn't work, see if this article is convincing. Apparently it has science, whatever that is.)

No Peonies No Bueno

I called my go to flower shop yesterday and they told me peony season was over in Tokyo *sad emoji face with tear drop*. So I'm kinda bummed out today. 

In other un-novel news, depression sucks. I thought I was doing great this semester, which I am compared to where I was last year, but even though I feel like superman on steroids it still isn't up to par with everyone else (I got a lengthy and delicately written out e-mail from my law professor informing me of this yesterday). I feel like I have the intelligence to do it but not the energy. 

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